作词 : E. Taylor
作曲 : E. Taylor
Leaving Heaven
宿涵：
Yeah
I knew this day was coming
Sometimes you gotta come back down
It's all going to hell now man
Stoop to someone's level
Yeah
宿涵：
Five dozen flies buzzin' over your head
Call me the Grim Reaper sleep is my cousin
You're dead to me now and I'ma be the last face you see
'Fore you die cussin'
My eye a tiger's and I'm a survivor so I will rise up and
What
Be triumphant 'cause when I'm looking at my legacy
Leg I see
Bunch of dogs gonna tryna dry hump it
Like Triumph The Puppet so I'm like "**** it"
Pile the carnage up 'til it's so high it's touching the sky
Let 'em all line up and attack
Single filing up in the stack
Call 'em toy soldiers
Yeah
'Cause they just wind up on their backs
Now the sky's nothing but black
But I am not coming back I done told ya
I told the woke me to go to sleep
But still they keep on provoking me
They're hoping to see me completely broken emotionally
But how in the **** am I not supposed to be woke
When these ****ers just keep poking me now
九渊：
I'm leaving Heaven
I'm leaving Heaven
Angels won't find me
Where I am going
宿涵：
I've been down kicked
Like around six thousand times since I was a kid
As a child picked on clowned been
Countless times I've been outed
Gotta remind myself of it every now and then
Yeah
So the route I went's self-empowerment
In a hole taught myself how to get out of it
And balance it with talents wit
'Cause life is like a penny
Life is like a penny
'Cause it's only one percent
Who overcome the shit they've underwent
I went AWOL like what my back was up against
Don't tell me 'bout struggle bitch I lived it
I was five or six the first time I got my hind end kicked
Malcolm Isaac and Boogie jumped me and took my tricycle
And I don't know if I would call that white privilege yeah
But I get it how it feels to be judged by pigment
Besides getting it from both sides of the tracks
But I swore I'd get them back
Even if it meant selling my soul to get my revenge and
What
Thought of a scheme and it got me to thinking
If I can believe in myself I could prolly achieve it
That's part of the reason I do all my talking with ink
And as long as I'm breathing
I vow to smother and beat them
My god what a heart of a demon go at 'em and I'ma get even
Like I'm in the Garden of Eden
I'm 'bout to go off of the deep end
This evil is calling
I'm already seething and
九渊：
I'm leaving Heaven
I'm leaving Heaven
Angels won't find me
Where I am going
宿涵：
Okay so while Macklemore was keeping his room nice and neat
Yeah
I was getting my a*s beat twice a week
What
Looking for a place for the night where I could sleep
Flippin' sofa cushions over just tryin' to see
If I could find some change and scrape up for a bite to eat
If Denaun and me find a couple dimes a piece
Twenty five cents each'd get us a bag of chips
We'd be glad to get that even we if we had to split
We'd do backward flips looking back at it
I think that would fit with the definition of not having shit
Couple that with the fact my mother was batshit
Pop was a sack of shit yeah he died but I gave half a shit
Yeah which brings me back to the dear 'ol dad that I zero had
Since a year-old forty-seven year-old scab
Just to hear them words ear piercing
Like my earlobe stabbed with a needle for an earring
Should I feel upset
You were dead to me 'fore you died
Me tear no shed
Should I have made a mural at your funeral
Had your coffin draped with a hero's flag
Where the **** you were at
When De'Angelo done hurt me real bad at the Rio Grande
Never met your grandkids ****ing coward
Only guts you had was from your stomach fat
I couldn't see your a*s goin' to Heaven
So I'm asking for a pass to go to Hell
So I can whip your ****ing ass
I hate that I'll never get to say "I hate you" to your face
No coming back from where I'm going
Sky is dark my soul is black hand on the shovel
Dig with the blade up and then I step on the metal
Vendetta to settle tell the Devil
九渊/宿涵：
I'm leaving Heaven
Yeah
I'm leaving Heaven
You know I should dig your mother****ing ass up
Angels won't find me
Just to spit in your ****ing face
Where I am going
Holding my baby pictures up like you're proud of me
I'm leaving heaven
**** you bitch
I'm leaving heaven
You know what
Maybe if I had had you
Angels won't find me
I wouldn't have went through half the shit
I went through so I blame you
Where I am going
Or maybe I should say "Thank you"
'Cause I wouldn't have been me
九渊/宿涵：
So you better you better run
Yeah
So I'ma let it go now
You better you better run
Rest in peace
You better you better run
Cocksucker
You better you better run
See you in Hell
Lyrics by：M Mathers/H. Hafermann/E. Taylor
Composed by：M Mathers/H. Hafermann/E. Taylor
原唱：Eminem/Skylar Grey
翻唱：宿涵/九渊
Mixer: Lucius Zhu