作词 : 王愚
作曲 : 王愚
编曲 : 王愚
制作：王愚
混音：王愚
英文校正：Grace
录音：王业鑫
verse 1
I took that risk to say these words with selflessness and courage
我鼓起勇气，冒着各样的风险，牺牲着自己的利益说了这些话
Just wanted to help these people，wanted to be loving and caring
只是想帮助这些人，想做一个爱人的、关怀人的人
I’m pretty sure that the way I expressed and the words were correct
我想我的表达方式没错，表达的内容也没问题
Knowing people wouldn’t like it but I believed I should share it
尽管也许这些话不那么讨人喜欢，但我确信这些都是我该分享的
It cost my time，cost my money，cost my body’s energy
我付出了自己的时间，付出了自己的钱，甚至付出了自己的体力
I tried to inspire them with principle，with responsibility
也坚持、恪守着我的原则，想以身做责给人们带来点启发
If I define this as a battle for truth ，for the Trinity
我想如果把这一切比喻成一场我为祂或者说我为真理进行的战役的话
I think that I’m a good soldier and my God agrees wit it
我应该是个合格的士兵，其实神也肯定了我
I’m not surprised not everyone would understand me，but
并不是所有人能理解我，当然这是我早就预料到的
It shocked me that some I loved and helped most wanted me to be judged
只是让我吃惊的是，那些我帮助最多的人，我最所关爱的人，他们反而对我行了审判
They talked 'bout me behind my back and tried to labeled me
他们在私底下总结我，又肆意给我贴上标签
sloppy, unwary, rude and haughty rapper full of big talk
这些标签包括：王愚是个散漫的、不谨慎的、粗鲁的、自大的、满嘴大话的说唱歌手
I wondered why they did this，and God told me it was jealousy
我想知道他们为什么这么做，但神告诉我只是因为嫉妒
At first I felt confused ，then this rage raveled my memories
一开始我只是为此困惑，再然后这些狂怒开始缠绕我的记忆
I asked God why he put all these damn human beings in front of me
我问神为什么要把这些可诅咒的人放在我面前
He said， “just put your own damn feelings in this song and you will see”
祂说:“把你这些可诅咒的感受写进这首歌里，你就知道为什么了”
Hook

I win it solo
我孤身打赢了这场仗
Back in this place, so cold
结果却只是陷入了这场熟悉的寒冷之中
I just feel so low
我感到的只有低落
Why do I fall in this depression I don’t know
为何我跌落这样的抑郁中，我不得而知
Tryna find a hope rope
试图找到一根希望的绳索
To get me out of this sorrow
来逃离开这样的悲哀
Hatred’s a black hole
发现仇恨是一个黑洞
“The one who damns others is damned”is the damn I’ve been thrown
因为“诅咒他人的人必被诅咒”是我正受的诅咒
Verse 2

It’d been a couple of days I still thought of these hearsay words
已经好几天了，我的头脑里还在盘所这些传到我耳里的话
Then my brain designed all kinds of replies for creating hurt
我的头脑开始为我设计各种更加恶毒的回击
God told me to love 'em and drew 'em a transition curve
尽管神告诉我要爱他们，给这些情绪一个缓冲
But I wasn’t reconciled to let 'em escape from my curse
但我依然对他们逃脱我恶毒的诅咒而不甘心
I angrily weighed what I gave 'em and what they gave back to me
我愤怒地衡量着我对他们的付出和他们对我的回报
I reckoned they deserved their mishaps and all their tragedies
我甚至认为，他们人生中悲惨的遭遇应该都是罪有应得
Knowing every day they suffered I still murdered my sympathy
尽管我知道他们每天也经历着痛苦，但我依然杀死了我的同情心
Become a freak I insidiously laughed at their miseries
像一个变态一般，我甚至阴险地嘲笑起他们遭受的苦难
I have been smoking one after another these day
这些天我一支接一支地不停抽烟
Woke up at night and couldn’t stop recalling their face
半夜醒来，脑海里止不住的出现他们的脸
While light was absent from my mind ，the dark ain’t waste space
光明缺席，黑暗乘虚占据了我的心智空间
Half a day I ground my teeth to get that headache
一天有一半时间我都在咬牙切齿，甚至开始头痛
Tied up in a black cube cave I've trapped myself in that cell
被绑在在一个漆黑的正方形山洞里，我把我自己困在这了这个牢房中
Covered in magma，my body’s burning in fire of hell
我像挣扎于一片岩浆之中饱受愤怒的苦楚
Knowing good and evil，I’m falling down from where they fell
吸取着善恶知识，这知识却使我从他们堕落的地方开始坠落
Nail people by my knowledge，but the knowledge got me nailed
想把人钉死在我“是非对错”的知识上，但这知识却钉死了我自己。
Hook

I win it solo
我孤身打赢了这场仗
Back in this place so cold
结果却只是陷入了这场熟悉的寒冷之中
I just feel so low
我感到的只有低落
Why do I fall in this depression I don’t know
为何我跌落这样的抑郁中，我不得而知
Tryna find a hope rope
试图找到一根希望的绳索
To get me out of this sorrow
来逃离开这样的悲哀
Hatred’s a black hole
发现仇恨是一个黑洞
“The one who damn others is damned”is the damn I been thrown
因为“诅咒他人的人必被诅咒”是我正受的诅咒