作词 : 李晨曦Chrisulous
作曲 : 李晨曦Chrisulous
The older i get
越长大
the more I feel like my best friend is me, myself.
越来越觉得我最好的朋友是我自己
Everything around me makes me feel infinitely depressed.
周围的一切人和事都让我感觉到无穷的压抑
Their brains are racing to figure out how to make me lose my value in their interest.
他们的大脑在飞速思考着怎么让我去失去我的价值来维护他们的利益
This is a deformed world,
这是个畸形的世界
people's daily tears add up to even a rain every day.
人们每天的泪水加起来可以下一场雨了
Society, wealth, illness, and stress are the air that gets sucked into people's lungs every day.
社交，财富，疾病，压力如同空气一般每天吸入人们的肺里
I hide my bipolar disorder with a smiley face mask every single day.
每天都用笑脸面具来掩饰我的躁郁症
Every night I came to the mirror with my tired body to chat with myself.
每晚托着疲惫不堪的身体来到镜子前和我自己聊会儿天
It's too tiring to be alive.
活着太累了
It's too tired
太累了