作词 : JoZ
作曲 : JoZ
编曲：Lee
混音&母带：EchosystemAudio
女声：Demi
Chorus
Wish I was writing this with some hope
我希望我写这首歌的时候还有些许希望残留
I wish I could tell you things I wanted you to know
我希望能告诉你我到底在想什么
That I hate change I hate losing control
我讨厌改变，我讨厌无法掌控的事情
I hate the fact I can’t handle all this on my own
我厌恶我无法独自面对这一切的事实
At the end I always say things I will regret
在最后我总是会说一些我会后悔的话
I’ll always end up saying screw it I’ma chase a check
我总是会说还是安心挣钱吧
I’ll always say the next thing is gonna be best
我总是会说接下来会更好
But the next thing always ends up in a total mess
但接下来发生的事情却总是无比糟糕
Verse1
Fact a life
去他的生活
I don’t need that
我并不需要
If do this another way around
如果换种方式做
Thing will mean less
整件事情将会变得没有意义
I just need someone to help me out
我需要你来帮助我
Not the pain meds
而不是止痛片
Why does everything always end up in a train wreck
为什么我的生活总是会变成一团糟
I don’t wanna go outside I’ll just take the rain check
我不想出门，这次就不过去了
I don’t wanna go outside I rather stay at home
我不想出门，我更希望宅在家里
I don’t wanna go outside, leave me alone
我不想出门，让我自己一个人静一静
I hate there’s always something I cannot atone
我讨厌那些让我束手无策的事情
I hate when I’m alone
我讨厌孤独
PreChorus
You are always on my mind
我总是会想你
That’s why I sing one time for this
所以我就唱了这首歌
I sing one time for this
我一遍又一遍的唱了这首歌
I sing one time
一遍又一遍
You are always on my mind
我总是会想你
That’s why I sing one time for this
所以我就唱了这首歌
I sing one time for this
我一遍又一遍的唱了这首歌
I sing one time
一遍又一遍
Chorus
Wish I was writing this with some hope
我希望我写这首歌的时候还有些许希望残留
I wish I could tell you things I wanted you to know
我希望能告诉你我到底在想什么
That I hate change I hate losing control
我讨厌改变，我讨厌无法掌控的事情
I hate the fact I can’t handle all this on my own
我厌恶我无法独自面对这一切的事实
At the end I always say things I will regret
在最后我总是会说一些我会后悔的话
I’ll always end up saying screw it I’ma chase a check
我总是会说还是安心挣钱吧
I’ll always say the next thing is gonna be best
我总是会说接下来会更好
But the next thing always ends up in a total mess
但接下来发生的事情却总是无比糟糕
Verse2
Things I couldn’t change I just blame it on fate
我把所有无法改变的事情怪罪于命运
Feeling strange to finally have some personal space
重新拥有个人空间的感觉真是太奇怪了
I just feel some type of way when love turned hate
当爱变成恨是一种很奇怪的感觉
When I’m looking at your face but I got nothing to say
当我看着你的脸，却一个字也说不出口
There’s nothing I can do when you don’t want to be saved
如果你不想被拯救，那我便什么也做不了
There’s nothing you can lose, you kept your heart in a safe
当你把你的心上锁，你便什么都无法失去吧
Oh yeah you still are afraid
是的，你仍然会害怕
Oh yet you still are afraid
你仍旧在害怕
I tried hard to fix it but we both know it’s all too late
我很努力的去试图修补，但是我们都知道有点来不及了
PreChorus
You are always on my mind
我总是会想你
That’s why I sing one time for this
所以我就唱了这首歌
I sing one time for this
我一遍又一遍的唱了这首歌
I sing one time
一遍又一遍
You are always on my mind
我总是会想你
That’s why I sing one time for this
所以我就唱了这首歌
I sing one time for this
我一遍又一遍的唱了这首歌
I sing one time
一遍又一遍
Chorus
Wish I was writing this with some hope
我希望我写这首歌的时候还有些许希望残留
I wish I could tell you things I wanted you to know
我希望能告诉你我到底在想什么
That I hate change I hate losing control
我讨厌改变，我讨厌无法掌控的事情
I hate the fact I can’t handle all this on my own
我厌恶我无法独自面对这一切的事实
At the end I always say things I will regret
在最后我总是会说一些我会后悔的话
I’ll always end up saying screw it I’ma chase a check
我总是会说还是安心挣钱吧
I’ll always say the next thing is gonna be best
我总是会说接下来会更好
But the next thing always ends up in a total mess
但接下来发生的事情却总是无比糟糕
Outro
I just
我只是
I just want to see you smile
我只是想看到你的笑容
I just wanted you to feel everything that I felt
我只是想跟你分享我的感受罢了
I just
我只是
I just want to see you smile
我只是想看到你的笑容
I just wanted you to feel everything that I felt
我只是想跟你分享我的感受罢了
I just
我只是
I just want to see you smile
我只是想看到你的笑容
I just wanted you to feel everything that I felt
我只是想跟你分享我的感受罢了