作词 : JoZ
作曲 : JoZ
编曲：Lee
混音&母带：EchosystemAudio
Verse 1
Lately I feel like I have my hands on the stove
我感觉我在铤而走险
After a while it ain’t scary no more
但这些已经不能吓到我了
I got a hunch know I’m slowly approaching my goal
我能感觉我离目标越来越近了
It ain’t bout the fame, the light, the chain and the gold
不是指金钱与名誉
I wanna buy flowers, purses, and all the new clothes
我想把整个世界都给那个
For the girl who stuck with me knowing I’m broke
陪我共同奋斗的她
I guess somehow we all need a place to call home
可能我们都需要一个家
Fore I find it I’m stuck on road
但我现在仍被困在路上
Verse 2
I know god is sending his gift
我知道神在给予我们恩赐
So everyday I take a look from within
所以我每天都审视自身
Trynna better myself keep my eyes off this mess
把注意力从不好的事情上移开
Cuz life ain’t all about wins
因为生活不只有胜利
Yeah I lost me some friends
我少了一些朋友
Yeah I stick with a pen
我握住了手中的笔
Writing down some stuff just so I can amend
试图通过写东西去弥补
All my past relationships which I torn up the links
一些被我破坏的关系
Crack a smile but ain’t no coming back from the brink
笑一笑，怎么可能回得到过去呢
Verse3
My girl said she can’t do this no more
我的女朋友坚持不住了
Ain’t about money, whether I’m rich or poor
与物质无关
After a while it feels like a job to report
只是这样的日子让她麻木了
From the tone I know she is for sure
我听出来她这一次是认真的
Damn
该死
Can we talk all this out
我们能不能再聊聊
I can lift up your cloud
让我拂去那些
That‘s been shadowing your mind
困扰着你的阴霾
And it’s hiding your smile
和你的所有不开心
But at this moment I don’t really wanna answer the call
但我现在真的没法接这个电话
It sounds like too much to take it right now
我没办法鼓起勇气
Verse4
I did call back pretending I’m calm
我假装自己很冷静
Trynna catch up fore she hit me with the bomb
在你宣布噩耗前尽量的去弥补
Mentally prepare myself kept thinking I’m strong
我不停的告诉自己要坚强
Never realize which part could really went wrong
却不知道哪里出了差错
She said
她说
This might not be the end
这不一定是结局
We can still be friends
我们还能继续当朋友
I said hell nah
怎么可能？
Swear I need to vent
我现在只想发泄
Trynna crack a smile but I done lost my sense
想要勉强笑一笑，但我已经失去了知觉
Shhh I done lost my sense
我已经失去了知觉
Verse5
Yeah, year 4 digging deep in this
已经是我正经搞歌的第四年了
Slowing down but the vision exists
步伐慢了下来，视野却仍旧在那儿
Promise no more chain smoking
我想少抽点烟
No more late night getting wasted
少喝点酒
Finally stepping out of the mist
慢慢走出阴霾
Oh my, oh my
我的
Hope my little bro is doing all right
希望我的小兄弟万事顺利
Hope my homies is enjoying their lives
希望我的朋友们在享受他们的人生
Hope one day I can see you all stand by my side
希望有一天我们都能再聚到一起
I’m trynna crack a smile but I’m losing my mind
想勉强笑一笑，但我已经在崩溃边缘了
Verse 6
I’m trynna crack a smile but maybe I won’t
也许不需要强颜欢笑
If you hear this shhh then maybe you’ve already known
当你听到这里我想你应该已经清楚了
I’m trynna crack a smile that’s all I can do
我能做的只有笑一笑
Stop coping with this shhhh just powering thru
不再勉强应付，而是全力以赴
Put up a smile just so you can hide all the pain
通过笑容把痛苦隐藏
Put up a smile pretending everything is okay
笑一笑假装一切都正常
Put up a smile let life rearrange
笑一笑，再自我调整
Put up a smile
笑一笑
Just so you can get thru the day
只为了我能过完今天
Outro
Let see you smile right now
让我看到你笑
Shhhh I’m doing shots right now
我已经喝得差不多了
Expose your mind right now
让我知道你在想什么
Right now, right now
就现在
Let see you smile right now
让我看到你笑
Shhhh I’m doing shots right now
我已经喝得差不多了
Expose your mind right now
让我知道你在想什么
Right now, right now
就现在