作词 : 黄雨篱
作曲 : 黄雨篱
编曲 : 黄雨篱
混音 : 黄雨篱
I made up my mind
我狠下心
I made up this lie
对你说了谎
I left you behind
抛下你一个人
and pushed you to the side to the side
独自承受
of this highway
高速生活里的绝望
I heard you cry heard you cry I can't stay
我听到你在哭 可这次不能再心软了
the guilt is all mine
要怪就都怪我吧
and that's what I take
这就是代价吗
for failing your love
让你的爱失望的代价
and pretending it was so
假装
it was so
维持这一切
god damn easy
都毫不费力 的代价
even though even though I wish I'd say
如果能重来 多希望我能对你坦白
I couldn't save you you know I want to
我想做你的拯救者 你知道的 可是失败了
I played it tough so that you don't have to
试过假装坚强 换你脆弱的权利
I know you hurt but trust me it hurts me too
这样的我让你感到无助吧 我也一样痛苦啊
I sound like a shrink saying that I feel you
不是大心理学家 也不配说感同身受
maybe I never know what you've gone through
可能我一辈子都体会不到 你的感受
the cut was so deep think I really broke you
可能我真的 很深很深地 伤害了你
back from trip
那次旅行的归途上
you lay
你就躺在
by my side
我身边
and asked me what I thought of you
问我对你是什么感觉
did I really love you the way
我真的像
like
我说的
I said that I do?
那么爱你吗
I didn‘t know what to do
我被问倒了
I might be fond of you
我大概真的很喜欢你
but was that love
可那是爱吗
for the first time in my life I wasn't sure
我人生中第一次 感到动摇
so be the bad guy that's what I said and did
我做了那个恶人 狠心放话 绝情放弃
yeah curse my name spit me cuz I'm piece of s
诅咒我吧唾弃我吧 是我应得的
I made up my mind
我狠下心
I made up this lie
对你说了谎
I left you behind
抛下你一个人
and pushed you to the side to the side
独自承受
of this highway
高速生活里的绝望
I heard you cry heard you cry I can't stay
我听到你在哭 可这次不能再心软了
the guilt is all mine
要怪就都怪我吧
and that's what I take
这就是代价吗
for failing your love
和你相爱的代价
and pretending it was so
假装
it was so
维持这一切
god damn easy
都毫不费力 的代价
even though even though I wish I'd say
如果能重来 多希望我能对你坦白
oh I made up my mind
我决定了
maybe we should get away
我想我们该一起逃离
baby we could get away
一起逃离这段生活 宝贝
oh this is no lie
这次是真心话
come on now we run away
我们一起逃跑吧
baby we should run away
我们该丢下这烂摊子
I made up my mind
可我只是狠下心
I made up this lie
对你说了谎
I left you behind
抛下你一个人
and pushed you to the side to the side
独自承受
of this highway
高速生活里的绝望
I heard you cry heard you cry I can't stay
我听到你在哭 可这次不能再心软了
the guilt is all mine
要怪就都怪我吧
and that's what I take
这就是代价吗
for failing your love
和你相爱的代价
and pretending it was so
假装
it was so
维持这一切
god damn easy
都毫不费力 的代价
even though even though I wish I'd say
如果能重来 我一定会对你坦白